aaron and i go to our separate colleges in 18 days.

we play wow together, take naps, paint, watch movies, and snuggle pretty much every day [but not always in that order, hehe].

when it comes time for college, i think my big girl heart will be small and bitter.

i wont be able to even think about romance, and not for the reason you'd think, either. yeah, ill miss aaron, but what he's taught me is that i can be exactly who i am and be fine and fucking comfortable with it. that i dont need someone to constantly reassure me that im fine just the way i am. so when it comes time, i think im just going to sit back, focus on my studies, and just catch on with the ride.

what i really want? i really want a -girl-friend. i hope, i hope, i hope.

its been four years since ive had someone i could even think about calling my best friend on a serious level.

and i hope theres someone at FSU that can take that role for me.

anyway, what else is on my mind?: insomnia, my gear for my mage SUCKS (11k hp, 12k mana yikes and 2 epics), my best friends are on teh intarnet, aaron -is- my best friend, i really dislike chicken nuggets, im still kicking myself for losing my phone, i should get to reading that book ive meant to read, and TOKI FUCKING WARTOOTH WOULD BE SO FUCKING HOT IN PERSON.